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Artemis’s poem draws on her experience influenced by anxiety, working through her feelings, and ending with a hope for self-acceptance and coexistence with anxiety.



– Artemis Lam


mediocrity is my illness
a two-day-old coffee
              drink it –
and leftover instant noodle soup
              save it –
i could not bear to throw out
i could not bear myself
want aching and straining out of me
i am fervidly unwell
i am in a closed room
there is no window, no door
much easier to spatter myself
on wall and on floor
yes, i am embedded now
a shrine for myself now
and i am on all fours begging
curled up and shrivelling
who am i calling for?
the moon is my deity
faceless
nameless
cold-swollen milk-mother
i am used to edges, always on the brink
pressed into the flat outline of a yellow wildflower –
the sun will not rise.
so i must learn to love grey skies
and wanton clouds reflected off the window opposite mine
and me, reflected off the window opposite mine

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Artemis Lam is a third-year English Literature student at Durham University. She is an advocate for open and honest conversations on mental health, as well as a literary representation of such experiences. When she is not reading or writing poetry, she can usually be found in the gym or indulging in her mildly worrying addiction to coffee.

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